For The Sake of Saving Myself

i just wanted you to know that you're the only person I want to see today. and you're the only thing that I think could make me feel better.

I wish I didn't feel like I wasn't whole without you here. But, without you near me, sometimes I wonder who I really am. Without you, I don't know if I'm ready for my life, or a future, or my dreams to come true. Truly, none of those things seem to matter without the right hand to hold along the way. So I'll ask you this one last time, my unfaithful friend. Push me toward my dreams and shield me from my nightmares. Hold me in my sleep, and run with me toward another day. You know I never wanted any of this before you, and it just doesn't seem right unless you're there to live with me along the way....